I would like to kiss you bye
I rather you become my long distance lust
I may or may not see you in 8 months
But you are nothing but a manipulative monster
that I have let grow inside me so big
You are way worst than the parasite of that anthropologist
You have got me enter myself so many times
That I have become so numb to it
Till I shall see you or not
I kiss you bye
I much rather go check my lottery ticket
CZ
چه زیبا گفت آن یگانه مرد که اکنون آزاد شده است. چه زیبا گفت از لذت بردن و خوش بودن، حتی در سخت ترین شرایط. حتی با دنده ی شکسته، بسکتبال کوچک بازی کردن.
اگر زندان تو برایت زندان نشد، نباید که زندان توهم من برایم زندان شود. اگر در آن واقعیت تو نباختی، هرگز نمی خواهم به هیچ ببازم.
باشد که من و همه خوشدل و دلخوش و مومن باشیم. ایمان به معنی فلسفی اش، نه به معنی ظاهریش. ایمان به معنی عمیقش، مثل معنی سطحیش. ایمان حتی از نوع سطحی اش، به شرط به یاد عمق بودنش.
پرودگارا آنگه که خاموش گشته ایم و از خود دور افتاده ایم، تو با ما باش. آنگه که تنها گشته ایم، تو ما را سحرخیز کن.
مثل آن دوران دور، که با تو گفتیم:
باش که امشب سحرم هوش باد
هرچه نیاد تو فراموش باد
One's life must be logical, reasonable.
Repeating the same wrong experiences can result in opportunities being taken away.
Old Guru
Me: One's life must have balance
Old Guru: These are pieces of a line, not two sides of the scale.
But above all, one should have condor. Guru: Even at the cost of sounding too simple.
“Addicts tend to minimize the potential risk,” Dr. Haltzman said. “They tend to rationalize their aberrant behavior and seem to think that they’re the exception to the rule.”
Your body releases a slew of hormones, neurotransmitters and steroids
during and after. From oxytocin in the pituitary-adrenal-testicular
axis to DHEA in the androgen hormones, the body produces and releases
hormones and steroids to maintain an [], power your drive and
relax your muscles. After, the muscles in your body experience wear
and tear. To combat the damage, the body releases prostaglandin E2, an
anti-inflammatory hormone designed to relax the muscles. Each time you engage, the body releases the chemical. When you
experience high levels of prostaglandin E2 and low levels of necessary
neurochemicals, the body experiences the opposite effect: inflammation.
Similar to giving a plant too much water, the body with too much
prostaglandin E2 proves harmful. The elevation of prostaglandin E2
causes cellular damage in brain cells and parasympathetic nerves.
Meanwhile, low levels of dopamine, acetylcholine, serotonin and GABA,
mixed with low levels of DHT, leads to sexual dysfunctions, including
loss in pleasure, weak erectile capacity, reduced blood flow to the
penis and back pains.
I thought I'd go crazy if I work too hard
Now I just think it's just my nature I should change
and I'm a human, so I'll change it
and I'll become more cool and relax
more tame, perhaps